I'm so ready 2 began my journey in 2011. I hve sooo many things I need 2 prove 2 MYSELF. Yall can tune in if u wanna, but this I really gotta do 4 me.
I do feel like I'm starting off ahead of the game sumwhat, becuz I have sum main things accomplished already. I kno who I am, I'm in a great personal place in my life, I kno what my ultimate purpose in life is(God showed me at the end of 2009), I've already imagined my finish line 4 everything I'm tryna accomplish, I've devoted the last 2+ years of my life 2 helping others (which has 2 be in my favor), & above all, God Favors Me. I've also learned 2 listen more than I talk. So I've started 2 spend time studying ppl 2 find the ones who r really going in the direction I'm going. We may not be on the same journey, but I can no longer surround myself with ppl who r standing still, or ppl who r content with mediocrity. I have found that, ppl r interesting tho. Sumtimes u run in2 sum real "thinkers", sum ppl who really have legitimate things 2 say. One of my Positive Energy messages said "Everybody & everthing u need is around u & within ur reach". So I figured, I just gotta sort it all out.
Sumtimes I do wonder if I am capable of accomplishing everything I want 2? I certainly don't wanna cast any doubt, but just wish I had sum type of blueprint or timeline. But dont we all??? Im really determined 2 check sum things off my list this year tho. I wanna actually get 2 the finish line on a couple of projects that I "sort of" started around the end of last year. I really believe "God won't put a desire in ur heart that's not meant 2 be there." I really need 2 post that sumwhere, (in direct eye site) so when times get hard I can remember it. Guess I just gotta take this 1st step & see where it leads me. As long as I refuse 2 give up, I should be ok... We'll see!!!
